Guess what!! I'M BACK!!!!!!!!
Ok well, maybe... I woke up feeling the urge to write, which is a big deal considering I haven't been in the mood to for a few months. I probably lost all 6 of my readers.
Hellooooo?? Are you out there??? Did I lose yall?? COME BACK! PLEASE! I'LL BE BETTER, I'LL BE FUNNIER, I'LL GET SKINNIER!!
Not going to lie, although I am still doing my thing and working out with my PT... the last 2 months have been rough. I'm exhausted. Work has been...well...interesting... and everything was kinda spinning out of control and I was easily distracted and not as focused as I should have been. Or at least not focused on what I should have been focused on, my health. Then add the holidays on top of that, and well, I only lost about 5lbs in the last 2 months. Blah blah blah, I know, at least I didn't gain anything, but still, I am not paying an arm and a leg to a PT so that I can screw it up on my own and only lose 5lbs. On the bright side, I ate like a queen over Thanksgiving, thanks to my awesome Aunt! I may or may not have a lil cajun somewhere in me... mmm. And then after Thanksgiving came a month of Christmas parties every other night. All my customers and partners throw lavish parties for the holidays and you are expected to attend and honestly, the food and drinks are to die for so, I got off course a itty bit :-) Cant blame a girl though, I mean seriously, I live in NYC (ok ok technically NJ), but I am surrounded with some of the best food in the world. It would be a waste if I didn't sample here and there!!!
Point is: I might have veered off course, but I am back and focused and ready to get the next couple pounds off asap!
Currently I have lost 70 something pounds... 62lbs more to go. I will have lost a average sized person after all of this! oye.
Everyone has been asking if I made any New Years Resolutions for 2013 and my answer is "to survive it". Look, I am all for goals, but I am a firm believer that setting big broad goals is a waste of everyones time and engergy. I dont have resolutions for 2013, I have resolutions for today. And then I'll make one for tomorrow. Or maybe I will get wild and set a goal for 3 days. WHOA! Watch out! This girl is getting wild and craaaazy!
I have found that if I set any goals for longer than 3 days, then it flies right out the window. For example: goal - "I'm going to only drink water for the next week!" Monday, doing good...water, water, water... Tuesday, starts off well, but then you go out with the girls and that glass of wine is calling your name. Fail. In my head (and maybe its just me), I say "man, I screwed up, I guess I will have to start back up on Sunday since I already screwed up this week... and since I already screwed this week up, I might as well finish off this lovely bottle of wine :-)" See why weekly goals never work? If I make daily goals, then if I screw them up, its cool, I start fresh tomorrow. Does this happen to anyone else or am I just totally messed up and have a screw loose?? I wouldn't be surprised if it was just me... lets be honest...
